[It's clear by the tone of his voice that he doesn't want to ask for help. He just doesn't have a choice. It's difficult trying to stay positive when every little thing he can't do runs the risk of shooting him right back down into the same depressive state he was in this past week.]
[Really, it's only his desire not to let Kohan see him fall apart like that again that's holding him together right now.]
[aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaction!]
[It's clear by the tone of his voice that he doesn't want to ask for help. He just doesn't have a choice. It's difficult trying to stay positive when every little thing he can't do runs the risk of shooting him right back down into the same depressive state he was in this past week.]
[Really, it's only his desire not to let Kohan see him fall apart like that again that's holding him together right now.]