[He tries to go back to that same smile as before, but something about it just seems sad.] ...I don't think I ever thought about it the first time I was here. I was able to just accept that I was here now and everything would be all right. And even if I was sent back... that would be all right too...

[He trails off for a moment.]

...did Anise ever tell you about it? About what happened back then.