Have I... I wonder... [He keeps his eyes fixed on the ceiling. It's been on the edge of his mind for a while now, something he didn't really want to think about. It was easier not to think about it... that was how he spent most of his life dealing with things that were too difficult or painful to comprehend, after all.]
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["There was something you wanted to say to her?"]
[...]
I... I think I have.