Fon Master Ion (
distressedude) wrote2011-02-12 02:48 pm
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[Anise hadn't even been gone a full day yet and Ion already didn't know what to do with himself. It hurt to look across the hall and know that the room was empty. It hurt knowing he wouldn't see Anise's smiling face as she cooked breakfast in the morning. It hurt knowing he wouldn't get to spend another day with her around the village. It hurt knowing he still had so many things he wanted to talk to her about, things he needed to say to her, and now he couldn't.]
[Too many things were hurting and he didn't know how to handle it. He'd never felt something like this before.]
[And the only thing he could think of right now was to try not handling it. He needed time. This was different from the kidnappings; he may not have been able to know when, but he always knew she would come back eventually. And he would be there waiting for her. Now? He wasn't sure he could wait. Naturally, the thought that he might never see her again had already crossed his mind. Even if she were brought back to Luceti, he could be sent back before then...]
[He needed to get his mind off of things. Even if just for a day. Even if just for an hour.]
[Which is why Ion will be making his way around the village today, first stopping at the library and trying in vain to lose himself within the pages of a good book. Or a few books. From there, he wanders the areas around the plaza for awhile, perhaps grabbing something to eat at one of the restaurants despite his lack of an appetite. Eventually he'll give up on this and settle for walking the paths of the village until it gets too cold to do so anymore. By the time the sun has set, he'll be sitting on the front porch of House 1 and looking up at the starry sky, still not quite ready to head back inside.]
[Too many things were hurting and he didn't know how to handle it. He'd never felt something like this before.]
[And the only thing he could think of right now was to try not handling it. He needed time. This was different from the kidnappings; he may not have been able to know when, but he always knew she would come back eventually. And he would be there waiting for her. Now? He wasn't sure he could wait. Naturally, the thought that he might never see her again had already crossed his mind. Even if she were brought back to Luceti, he could be sent back before then...]
[He needed to get his mind off of things. Even if just for a day. Even if just for an hour.]
[Which is why Ion will be making his way around the village today, first stopping at the library and trying in vain to lose himself within the pages of a good book. Or a few books. From there, he wanders the areas around the plaza for awhile, perhaps grabbing something to eat at one of the restaurants despite his lack of an appetite. Eventually he'll give up on this and settle for walking the paths of the village until it gets too cold to do so anymore. By the time the sun has set, he'll be sitting on the front porch of House 1 and looking up at the starry sky, still not quite ready to head back inside.]
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It's much, much more difficult than the first, and he messes it up a lot more, grimacing each time he does, but Dist presses on. Brook played this one for him while at one of their lessons, and it was one he thoroughly enjoyed. He wanted to learn to play this one. Once finished, he sighs.]
My apologies...I had not been practicing this song as much as I would have liked.
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Please don't apologize. [His voice is quiet.] That sounded beautiful, Dist. Thank you.
[Action]
...I can only guess you hadn't come here to hear me play initially, Fon Master. I'm afraid I'm not the best company to be in for emotional support, you see.
[Action]
[The smile drops off his face as he looks down at the ground, eventually turning away again.] ...it's too quiet, staying in the house all day.
[Action]
That is something we'll all have to adapt to, I suppose...